Thirty-eight years…The man in today’s Gospel had been ill for thirty-eight years. I inhale deeply when I hear that number. Thirty-eight was the age when I was diagnosed with early-stage breast cancer, a diagnosis that found me running to the Divine Healer’s river of mercy. This sick man was just one of a “large number of ill, blind, lame, and crippled” (John 5:1:3) who waited daily for the moment when the Pool of Bethesda’s water was “stirred up.” The first one into those waters was reportedly healed.
Dependence on his own abilities left him unable to enter the pool in time. He had no one to help him, which left his healing just out of reach. He remained ill for thirty-eight years, until one Sabbath day changed everything. For on this particular day, he encountered the one true healer who had the power to make him whole, body and soul.
“Do you want to be well?” Jesus asks him. What an absurd question. Doesn’t Jesus know everything? Surely he knew every detail of this man’s long suffering and how desperately he desired wellness. And yet, Jesus wanted the sick man’s consent, his receptive surrender. Jesus is a gentle healer. He invites us back to wholeness, but He never forces. He wants our permission, our surrender to His will. Even when we barely crack open our hearts to receive, He showers us with His healing grace. “Rise, take up your mat, and walk,” he tells the sick man. And then immediately, with no delay, the Gospel tells us, “the man became well.”
Many of the Biblical stories of Jesus’ healing miracles allude to an illness far worse than years of physical suffering—that of sin separating us from God. When Jesus found this man after his healing, he reminded him of that. “Do not sin any more, so that nothing worse may happen to you” (John 5:14).
We all have places in our lives where we sit beside a Pool of Bethesda. Hear Jesus asking you today, “Do you want to be well?” Do you want to turn away from your familiar life—a life that keeps you paralyzed from sickness or sin? Are you willing to admit that you desire healing?
Jesus can heal us instantly. He doesn’t need the drama of stirred up waters. However, He wants our hearts stirred up in faith to surrender to Him. Sometimes Jesus heals our physical bodies in ways others notice. But sometimes our healing looks like unanswered prayers because it takes place deep within our souls.
During years of pain and sickness, we may be tempted to depend on the healing waters promised by the world. It is then that we must remember we will only find soul-deep healing that never fades or fails when we encounter Jesus, the Divine Healer, and allow His healing waters to flow through us. Lord, we want to “Be Well” in your time and in your way.
Treinta y ocho años…El hombre del Evangelio de hoy llevaba treinta y ocho años enfermo. Respiro hondo al oír ese número. A los treinta y ocho años me diagnosticaron cáncer de mama en etapa temprana, un diagnóstico que me llevó a buscar refugio en la misericordia del Divino Sanador. Este hombre enfermo era solo uno de una “una multitud de enfermos, ciegos, cojos y paralíticos” (Juan 5,1-3) que esperaban a diario el momento en que las aguas del estanque de Betesda se agitaran. Según se cuenta, el primero que entraba en esas aguas quedaba sano.
Su confianza en sí mismo le impidió entrar en el estanque a tiempo. No tenía a nadie que lo ayudara, por lo que su sanación se le escapaba de las manos. Permaneció enfermo durante treinta y ocho años, hasta que un día de sábado lo cambió todo. Porque ese día en particular, se encontró con el único y verdadero sanador que tenía el poder de sanarlo por completo, en cuerpo y alma.
“¿Quieres curarte?” Jesús le pregunta. ¡Qué pregunta tan absurda! ¿Acaso Jesús no lo sabe todo? Seguramente conocía cada detalle del largo sufrimiento de este hombre y su desesperado deseo de sanarse. Y aun así, Jesús quería el consentimiento del enfermo, su entrega receptiva. Jesús es un sanador bondadoso. Nos invita a recuperar la plenitud, pero nunca nos obliga. Quiere nuestro permiso, nuestra entrega a su voluntad. Incluso cuando apenas abrimos nuestro corazón para recibir, nos colma de su gracia sanadora. “Levántate, toma tu camilla y anda”, le dice al enfermo. E inmediatamente, sin demora, el Evangelio nos dice que “el hombre quedó curado”.
Muchos de los relatos bíblicos de los milagros de sanación de Jesús aluden a una enfermedad mucho peor que años de sufrimiento físico: la del pecado que nos separa de Dios. Cuando Jesús encontró a este hombre después de su sanación, se lo recordó. “No peques más, no sea que te vaya a suceder algo peor” (Juan 5,14).
Todos tenemos momentos en nuestra vida en los que nos sentamos junto a un estanque como el de Betesda. Escucha a Jesús preguntándote hoy: “¿Quieres curarte?” ¿Quieres alejarte de tu vida habitual, una vida que te paraliza por la enfermedad o el pecado? ¿Estás dispuesto a admitir que anhelas la sanación?
Jesús puede sanarnos al instante. No necesita el drama de las aguas agitadas. Sin embargo, desea que nuestros corazones se conmuevan con fe para rendirnos a Él. A veces, Jesús sana nuestros cuerpos de maneras que otros notan. Pero a veces, nuestra sanación se manifiesta como oraciones sin respuesta porque ocurre en lo más profundo del alma.
Durante años de dolor y enfermedad, podemos sentir la tentación de depender de las aguas sanadoras que promete el mundo. Es entonces cuando debemos recordar que solo encontraremos una sanación profunda del alma, que nunca se desvanece ni falla, cuando nos encontremos con Jesús, el Divino Sanador, y permitamos que sus aguas sanadoras fluyan a través de nosotros. Señor, queremos curarnos en tu tiempo y a tu manera.
Shauna Occhipinti writes to bear witness to God’s grace. She lives with her husband and twin sons in Martinez, GA. She is a contributing author to The Cloud of Witnesses, a PraiseWriters’ collaborative book. Shauna is passionate about holistic health and helping others find healing and wholeness with the Divine Physician. As a SoulCore leader, she welcomes others under Mary’s mantle through the contemplative prayers of the Rosary and functional movement. You can find out more about her at shaunaocchipinti.com.
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